Seems I am out to write a sequel to the previous post! Or mere repetiton of the previous ones?
I dont care...This is an outlet..with out which I am sure to ruin my peace!!
I feel too bad at times. Coming out of those moods is not difficult, Yeah, Not really difficult...But I dont want to...I really dont want to.
I would want to weep---bitterly...I feel I deserve to weep.. And I deserve the pain...
I want the emotion to get deep into my soul, twist me and squeeze me...
I want every other thought to be blocked and only the pain to remain...
I dont know why. I would want to convince myself that this is all silly and the only reality is the truth that everything can be handled...In fact, I know pretty well that nothing is so fatal...And that things are not really so worst...
But question comes---Do things need to be worst to cause pain? Or is there any hardfast rule that things being worst must cause pain?
I really dont understand...Things have gone beyond logic...And I still linger to this kind of posts trying to establish a valid syllogism...
People say pain is unbearable...But for me, Not being influenced by pain proves unbearable...It is a sin rather!
I dont dare to question why.
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