Wednesday, April 29, 2009

a reminder

AMMANEM ANODDU
AMMANEM ANODDU
AMMANEM ANODDU
AMMANEM ANODDU
AMMANEM ANODDU

Go sam

Anta jarigipotondi.
Jarigipotundi, mamule!!

Ha! Ha!

Navvali.
Navvali sam.

Smile

Ediste problems solve avvavu sam.
Dhairyanga face chey.
Anni nee panula ve consequences.

Face them.
Dont try to escape
Dont escape the strugle
Dont escape the pain

Have them.
Relish them
Get through them.

Enni rojulu paaripotu bratukutav.
Enni rojulu dakkontav

Its enough
ITS ENOUGH.

March ahead yaar
March ahead


:)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I'll study :)

Inta frustation ento!!

But still I am fine now. Happy.... :)
Inkemundi ippudu?
Chaduvta
Chatanainanta chaduvta
chatakanantavaraku chaduvta

Thats it!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

Go by ur beliefs

Feelings
Unnatla? Lenatla?

Undadam sugunamaa? Lekapovadam neramaa?
Naku edaina anipinchinda leda ani nenu aalocinchukovala?
Should I feed myself to feel things?
Is being feelingless a sin?
A I really feelingless?

Asalu feel avvadam ante?
Edcheyadama?
sanubhuti chupincheyadama?
Vallu padutunnanta badha nenu kuda padadama?

Shouldn't I have my own definitions?
Then what exactly is my definition??

Spandinchadam ante---
Well I think I understand.
I think I understand.

Rayaleka poina adento naku telusu.


Thats my way of reacting.
Evarem expect chestaru anna danni batti manalni manam malachukovalasina avasaram ledu. Konni exceptions pakkanapedite...asalu alantivi criteria ga pettukokudadu.

The only valid criteria are ur beliefs.
Find what u believe.
Go by ur beliefs.
Not people
Not their reactions
Not their expectations

Just ur beliefs.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

EEEE

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

eM LEDU BAGUNDI, aNTE!!!
i WILL CELEBRATE!!!


cELEBRATION... iS THYROID!!!!!!!
:) :) :)
;) ;) ;)

DRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Em rayali...

Nijamenemo..
Excuses lone bradikestunnanemo...
Why excuses..
Why defence...
Why explanations..

Whats the need of all this??

I dont know
Dont know...

Hey!!!
Malli excuse...

Ha! Ha! Ha!

Conditioning is reversible...
Deconditioning is quite posible.

Ippatinundi no 'emo'
Absolutely No 'naku teleedu'


Edaite enti cheppu....
Edaina sare parvaledu, face cheyadame!
Ante!

Antekani chandalanga excuses enti?
Rationalization enti??

NO WAY!!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Just like that!!

Was talking to Manju

:)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Hate it

I have really turned mad.

Emi chadavatledu............................................................................................................
I HATE IT

Modalupedutunna ippudu.....

No retreat this time

Ha! Ha!

Gone mad again.

Pustakam mundu leka pote naku tikkekkutundi malli.
Ento, aravalanundi.


What yaar... Neeku kavalasindi dorakatledani edcheste ela.
Sadhinchuko. Nothing is impossible.

Aravadam valla panulu jaragav..Aagavu kuda le!!

Aravochu...Kani akkadito aagipoku. Get what u want :)

7/4

Asalu em raddamani open chesano mari...
Pata raatalu chaduvutu marchipoya!!

Well! 6 15

Modalavutundi ippudu!!!

Here I go!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

:)

Enduko teliyadu
Naku eeroju naku chala rayalanipistondi...

Pani cheyadam kanna rayadam ishtamainadi..kashtam lenidi kada! Andukenemo!!

What ever it may be. I love this moment.
Enduko teliyadu. I am begining to love the way my fingers work on my keyboard.
I dont think I have ever enjoyed this.
But I like the way they move on the keys!!

I am happy.
I am contended.


I will work.
I will work to my heart's content.

i will work beyond my limits.

I will work till everything in me wears off.
I will work till I cannot stand it any longer.
I will work till my body doesnt cooperate any further.

I know that my soul will never retire.
I know it will stand all odds.
I know it will take me to my destiny.

Me--An Idealist??!!

Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self -- always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally drawn to working with people, and whether in education or counseling, in social services or personnel work, in journalism or the ministry, they are gifted at helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potentials.

Idealists are sure that friendly cooperation is the best way for people to achieve their goals. Conflict and confrontation upset them because they seem to put up angry barriers between people. Idealists dream of creating harmonious, even caring personal relations, and they have a unique talent for helping people get along with each other and work together for the good of all. Such interpersonal harmony might be a romantic ideal, but then Idealists are incurable romantics who prefer to focus on what might be, rather than what is. The real, practical world is only a starting place for Idealists; they believe that life is filled with possibilities waiting to be realized, rich with meanings calling out to be understood. This idea of a mystical or spiritual dimension to life, the "not visible" or the "not yet" that can only be known through intuition or by a leap of faith, is far more important to Idealists than the world of material things.

Highly ethical in their actions, Idealists hold themselves to a strict standard of personal integrity. They must be true to themselves and to others, and they can be quite hard on themselves when they are dishonest, or when they are false or insincere. More often, however, Idealists are the very soul of kindness. Particularly in their personal relationships, Idealists are without question filled with love and good will. They believe in giving of themselves to help others; they cherish a few warm, sensitive friendships; they strive for a special rapport with their children; and in marriage they wish to find a "soulmate," someone with whom they can bond emotionally and spiritually, sharing their deepest feelings and their complex inner worlds.

Idealists are relatively rare, making up no more than 15 to 20 percent of the population. But their ability to inspire people with their enthusiasm and their idealism has given them influence far beyond their numbers.

Idealists at Work
Idealists, as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. They are naturally drawn to working with people and are gifted with helping others find their way in life, often inspiring them to grow as individuals and to fulfill their potential both on, and off, the job.

Conscience looms large for you; in almost any situation, you feel compelled to measure yourself, other people, and the conditions of the environment against your personal morality. You have a tendency to perceive questions of meaning in even trivial matters and to worry about far-flung consequences of your actions. In your ideal job, you are free to pursue depth rather than breadth and quality rather than quantity. You feel rewarded when your projects and daily tasks allow you to immerse yourself in your process as deeply as you "need to" in order to satisfy your inner standards of quality. You are uncomfortable with the notion of authority per se and may avoid leading, as well as being led, either consciously or unconsciously. As you experience them, adhering to fixed roles and rules amounts to an abdication of your responsibility to exercise your conscience.