4 ku levala. 5 ku lecha
poisoning peddaga chadavala. But i'm happy. Idi chalu nannu ee rojanta kurchobettadaniki

Repu 4 ku levali. Leste chala labhalunnay...

Poisoning complete ga malli chadavachu. Anni correct ga malli nerchukovachu. Okka topic gurinchaina naku konta telusani cheppagala confidence sampadinchukovachu. More importantky i'm working anna dhyasa chala truptinistundi. Adi naku kavali. I want gt. To get every thing i want and to b able to deliver primary care to a patient of poisoning, i must wake up at 4 tomorrow

kkknaku kopamostondi
I'm annoyed
I'm angry





I hate this.

i hate

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

aravalanundi gattiga

I WANNA SCREAM
SCRERAM TILL MY THROAT ACHES









i wanna shout
Shout because I'm not doin anyhting
shout because I'm wasting all my time and I'm frustated because of it.



I hate
I hate

Ippudu modalaindi asalu sisalu poru. I'm on a race with myself. I know i'll go long.

:)

this is not hysteria
this not fake or artificial euphoria.

this is just plain pure eternal joy.
this is simple boundless never diminishing pleasure.
This is peace.
this is calmness.

I'm enjoying it.
and I'm grateful for it.

Thank you.

:)

enduko naa meeda naaku anta kopam ravatledu?
Nenem chesina nenu kshaminchestunna enduku?

nannu nenu kopaginchukovatledu enduke?

Enduku chala tondaraga kopam badha bhayam vagira feelings anni vachina naku teliyakundane 'marchipotunna'?!! Marchipoyi santoshanga untunna?

assalu indaka emaindi--ippudu emavtundi anna aalochana lekunda prati nimishamu edo okalaga---with a combination of all productive and unproductive deeds---- edo okati chestu santoshanga gadipestunna??

Hey wait... rojanta emi santoshanga undatledu. kani at the end of the day assalu em jarigindo marchipotunna. haayi matrame migultondi. navvu matrame migultondi. days leave no residual sorrows or regrets. I just sit to spend the NOW in what ever the way I feel like----- and the minute goes away sometimes getting some work done... and sometimes utterly wasted!!


Is this for good or bad?
Is this a boon or a bane?

Who knows?
Who cares?


but I realize onething. I'm able to realize the POINTS AND MOMENTS when,if a choice is made, the consequences can be dictated.Well recognising is not everything... I have to act at that point. And i will act.