Wednesday, November 4, 2009

improve dear

Chi entidi?

No
NO

I know what I am
I know what I want

Inkokari assistance kosam vedukkovadam enti... Chi

Sam
U know that u r ur only friend
stay with urself
Dont succumb to all those unnecessary longings

Dont
dont
DONT


No sam

Deal with urself



Deal with yourself


























DEAL WITH YOURSELF

Saturday, October 31, 2009

It hurts...

Nuvvu kuda vellipoyava naa life lo nunchi...

One, or perhaps the only one other than him, who would listen to my side of issues and grievances...

Perhaps the only one other than him, who would trust me enough to prefer what I say to their assumptions and derrivations about myself, for making a conclusion on me and my life...

Perhaps the only one other than him, who would consider it necessary to listen to me before they pass judgements about me and my life... ... ...

One who would recognise me as a human with feelings... rather than a specimen put for judgement.

Perhaps I was wrong
Perhaps my trust was baseless

Perhaps my expectations are insane.
Perhaps the other one is a fool like me, so got seperated from the wise outside and sought my company!

The solid truth is...
Every one has his own perspective of issues.
If something happens, they will hae their own reasons for it, like I have my own.

Who cares for my perspective?

Ha! I will have them all to myself. My reasons, my opinion, my feelings, my beliefs, my affirmations, my decisions---In a single word---my perspective of everything in MY life........ .... ... ... ... ... I chose to keep them away from this world.

When none is willing to believe my reasons in the case of MY life, what's the fun of explaining anyone... ... ... ...

Let the world have their own opinions of myself. I'll give them NO access to my reasons and intentions. They are mine, after all. I choose not to give them to those who behave as if their conclusions are the only things valid in my case and that nothing called 'I' exists.

Hey let the world brand me anything, I dont care. Let the world think anything of me, I dont care. I had always been alone, I'd continue to stay alone, ununderstood and unconsidered.

It just hurts to find that there is no one left now...

Or perhaps Its something only one in the world can give me... If so, I'm glad I have him for me. I'm grateful for having him with me...

But still, It hurts losing someone...

It hurts... ...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Hatred. Towards what? I dont know...
I hate.
Hate my own existance.
I dont deserve myself

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

some crap.... Imagining again...shit

I've gone mad

anduke ilanti panulanni chestunna
I've gone mad

''
If u r irritated seeing me like this...then it means I'm not the one with whom u can get along well

Perhaps it was a mistake tht we were together till now
Or perhaps it was like god being merciful towards me to give me ur company for these many years.... Or merciless rather for ending it like this now at this stage
I dont knwo what to say

I want to speak a great deal
I want to say lot amny things
I feel a lot many things---pleasure I had in ur presence, gratitude, pain, s]despair

Oh please dont ask me reasons for my feelings,,, I cat reason them

I just cant. Let me end it here before I burst... let me give muself no time to a]degest this hard truth that this is the last time that i'd write to u

Let me grab away these unwilling hands away from the keyboard and this unwilling soul from the want of a relation with urs.....




bye
I wish all ur wishes 'd b fulfilled...
I wish joys would shower upon u eternally...leaving no place for regret and sorrow''''''''''''

Thursday, August 20, 2009

I'm glad!!

I AM GLAD
I AM INDEED GLAD

I am lucky

Nenu cheppedi ento vine manishi okadu dorikinanduku.
I am glad
I dont kknow how to say how much that means to me

It means a lot to me
A LOT TO ME

I AM GLAD
I AM HAPPY
I AM OVERJOYED

Thanks dear
Thanks for being a part of my life


U dont know how much ur presence means to me
U dont know what you have done to me and what you are doing to me
U dont know why u became an inseperable part of my soul

The U-- my soulmate :)

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

check this out!

http://www.eenadu.net/archives/archive-9-8-2009/htm/2vnewfeatureshow.asp?qry=6&reccount=13

Saturday, August 8, 2009

shit

natta nadaka
Em cheyanu... guddi kanna mella melu anukovalemo

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