A change..

March 19, 2009

I believe
That the problem is deep

I believe
that my misery now,
is neither a single day’s mishap
Nor a consequence of a single wrong decision

I believe
that the problem is deep.

I believe
that it has its roots
In age old habits

I believe
that it has its origin
in ever cherished feelings
Of reluctance

I believe
that the problem lies with
unchallenged tendencies
Of being easily influenced
and universally yielding..

If I’ve identified myself right,Then

The solution to all my problems is 'Change'

Change into uniqueness
Change into a discrete core…
Change into an existing reality..

Change into a being--
With a character of her own
With beliefs, behaviour; Accent, attitude
Of her own,

All uninfluenced---
By the world around
Or its rules;
By the people around
Or their expectations...

I want toLive as myself
Unaltered…and unalterable
Undestroyed…and undestroyable

I want
Unique and unified
Me.