Beware!

Joy or sorrow… Whatever the news is..

I return!!

But today… Its something different.
Its like realization.

Well, these days I find myself realizing some stupid fact about everything
And always!!

I dont know
It was a spurt.
An episode of emotional outburst.
A couple of minutes when I became senseless…insensible..silly—I dont know what adjective to add!
Something which makes no sense to me.
Something which didn’t make any sense to me when it was actually happening.

It has nothing to do with this ‘realization’ however.

Its a fact.. An unquestionable fact…
That I have got a dangerous habit..
Of letting my thoughts wander as they please.. without any watch over them.

Its dangerous because, by doing so, I dont give myself any choice in there.
I dont give myself any control over them
I dont give myself any opportunity to screen them

thereby wiping out every possibility of my marching towards my dreams!!

I dont know what it is technically or conventionally called.
I choose to label them as dangerloops that trap energy, neutralize it, and so the fuel gets used up, but engine goes no where…

Ha! Ha!

This is a reminder for myself.